When you make the wrong call

Boooom!!! @#$%^&

It came like a bomb.

Like a crashing of a plane.

We were both stunned.

Like in DOTA.

Shocked and held back.

Walau-eh!

‘You gotta be kidding me’

Was my first reaction.

But you were strong.

You didn’t gave excuses.

You didn’t ran away.

You stood firm and wanted to solve it like a man.

But I know deep inside you are very sad.

Regret and upset.

It was never your fault.

I too, have a burden to share.

It’s too heavy for either of us to bare alone.

Thanks for being who you are.

By being so remarkable and responsible.

I never met any girl such wonderful as you.

And I’m so proud that you are mine.

So grateful that you are on my side.

Sharing the pain inside.

I can’t say I didn’t know.

Maybe it just slipped my mind.

As I have so much to read and study here.

And my brain just overflowed and it went out of my mind.

I know it’s a lame excuse.

But I’m not running away from it.

So bring it on.

“A fool repeats his wrongs,

And hides when the night is long,

We went wrong but will be strong,

And deal with this storm like an easy song.

Mxxxs is such a big company,

But charges international calls like crazy.

We carelessly fell into it stupidly,

Not knowing it would be so costly,

And now we have to pay like a monkey”

p/s: Attention to all long-distance-lovers be careful when you call internationally. Don’t follow me. Peace!!

monster into your sweet-heart

There she goes again.
Wanting this wanting that.
Want to pangsai or eat moi.
Demanding she definitely is.
But you managed to take care of her so well.
You changed her into a fairy,
who makes you happy and merry.
She cried when you went back to uni.
This shows how much she misses you.
maybe more than me.
hehe!
NEVER!!
NO WAY!!
She will never win.
I miss you the most k?
XOXO



"Cheeky yet adorable is she,
Naughty but cute she will always be,
When her mum is not in honeybee,
You are the one who brings her to wee wee,
And makes her sleep tide at night,
Even though your studies are tight,
You sacrifice your time and might,
To show her your love and light,
And that's more than a child could ask for at her time."

Through it All

You came.

And we did it.

The wall is down.

You came earlier than usual.

That’s the way to overcome it.

When we break the wall from both sides,

It gets a whole lot easier.

Light and air can pass through now.

I feel a lot more energetic.

More alive.

I was suffocating, but now breathing.

I feel like giving you a bear hug

And tell you how much I love you.

XOXO

The cold and silence wall

I’m afraid of this wall.

This cold and deadly wall.

It's as cold as ice.

As silence as death.

It’s big and strong.

Tough and long.

Even greater than the great Wall of China.

of which it doesn't matter.

Whenever it surrounds me, I feel helpless and down.

It's like i'm gonna drown.

I can’t break through it myself.

As i'm on the inside.

But you always leave me alone to break this wall.

And often I can’t.

You’ll just watch from afar.

Who was the one who said we are gonna do everything together?

Was it you? Was it me?

It doesn’t matter.

But I really need u to help me break down these walls.

I can’t do it on my own.

Even if it wasn’t you who made that wall,

Can u give a hand?

A simple Love story

one day, a boy AND a girl was walking along the beach and they DREW a big LOVE shape on the sand. They promise each other that no matter what MAY come their way, no one should YEEasily give up. Suddenly there was a tsunami and a huge wave swept them into the middle of the ocean. They were still holding each others hand, trying to stay alive. Again and again the waves hit them and tried to separate them, but they were strong in heart. But out of a sudden...
...
...

The story will be continued, but the ending is not important.
What is really important is the RED LETTER WORDS...
which talks about my heart and everything within it...

Tears and Airports

Baby i miss u badly.
Sorry u had to go through this again.
Tingx2 will miss u so much too.
U must be hating the Penang Airport more and more each time.
Airports have been so cruel to so many people right?
But without it i can't come back home.
Ironic isn't it.
Hehe!
Smile more baby.
A bright new day awaits...
Things are gonna get better.

A TIME for Everything

No one said life is gonna be easy.

In fact it’s full of trails and pain.

Separation and tears.

But not forgetting the good times and laughter and smiles.

Sweet memories and funny moments we had.

Everything happens in its time.

There’s a time to love.

A time to cherish the people around you.

A time to let them go for a greater purpose.

A time to be strong and face the world.

A time to cry with your smelly pillow.

A time to fight for what you deserved.

A time to give others a chance to fly high.

It’s like a merry-go-round.

Everybody enjoys it when it goes round and round.

But when it stops, someone has to get down.

Now TingTing has to get down and move on.

She’ll be back in no time.

I promise dear.

Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead.

I wanna know where’s the finish line.

But I come to a point to realize that the answer will come by itself.

Baby you just have to be strong.

There are a thousand reasons why you should give up.

A million more why you should cry.

But be stubborn in what you believe.

Stand firm on your feet.

Let nothing move you.

I’m always here for you.

like always...